Finally, some closure. For some reason, tonight the words were just flowing freely. I hate being able to put what I want to say into writing - I wish I could actually talk to the person. It sucks. Oh well, it's done and over with. I don't feel happy but I feel really alleviated and like I have some real closure. It's the greatest thing in the world. I hate hurting people though - but if I'm hurting myself in the process of trying to spare their feelings - well...survival of the fittest I suppose. That's how I look at it anyways. I can't make somebody else happy and be miserable in the end. Life just doesn't work that way and it sucks sometimes...but YAY!
*big sigh of relief*